Today ,

 

 I regret cutting my hair : ( wuhuuu ~ but its okay then HMM, we have to try new things, when we regret , we still can change it in our future : ) yeahh ~

Unforgotten Memories.

imperial international hotel kota kinabalu

29/08/2011 - 2/09/2011

-> The day I went to kk with amei , we went by place , Kinda excited ! : ) Can't wait to arrive at there !!















3.15pm Arrive Kota Kinabalu , going to one borneo !! :) Shooping and enjoying food with amei , bought alots of things ! : _ : awsome !! :)
Hoho ~











Then we enjoyed our food with MCDONALD !! :) HOHO~~







after tommorow night , we going to airport waiting for Winnie ,, !!


Shooping and going to beach and making chocolate and eating !! : )


I miss starbuck already !! :D

hohoho~

Night ~

Tonight prepare to sleep : ) And tommorw is the last day of school : ) almost holiday !! :) wheee , almost goin to kaykay ~ if can I dont want to back here , I donlike here . I hate here . I want move to other country . : ( "  I felt stress here . Nothing That I have here . Hmm , I love ma friends , No them I will feel lonely : ( althought I have family , but sometimes they dont even care me , hmm , I want to explore the whole world , I want to feel the whole world  , I want to feel the green grass and the blue sky . Haizz ~  I love nature , I love it !! :)

I still dont know what I wanna be when I m grown up , and is that my friend still stay with me ?

Life , I don't know what should I do with my life , enjoying nature ? or doing my work the whole year ? hmm, I love to enjoy the world , but not a lone , enjoy with somebody special : ( But I dont know I still have the feel to restart it again , argh . My heart unresponding . : ( how ? wish someone , somebody can change it : ) amen , goodnight world! :)

4days left !

I need to say byee to tawau :D
off to kk soon ~ enjoyyyyy = P

Hellow Blloggieee =P

Today I miss him much : )

Having a sleep on afternoon , Nice sleep !  : )

feels so good , I can't wait to go KK !! : )
^^

: (

Today felt so bad mood  :( I dont understand myself also . Nobody knows . God you knw right ? Bless me :C

x.x

almost died . Hate writing and writing . damn tired ! :C I hate the pdg teacher ! :C hate hate hate!

Today .

Now i just realized That I still LOVE YOU .
No matter how hard I had tried to get you out of my mine , Its HARD . damn . Keep keep tryin' and keep triyin' . I just keep tryin'
Boring SINGLE life . I can't wait to get out of this WORLD  : ) damn hate . Life life life , whats the point should I alive ? God , Please help me , I take all my heart and put it on ur hand , And help me to build the way that I need to walk , The right way , The straight way , The good way . To the heaven . God bless me .

T_T

 Perdagangan FAILED! need to do one =50times ! All mix add is equal 1950 T_T alot !!

Bye My LOVE .

 Today at last I Had make a decision  :) 

This is my first time in my whole life . 

A good or bad decision Myself also dontknow : ) 

I choose to be single  :) Give him freedom : ) We still best friend :) This decision is so hard that I though le about 3 weeks ! haiz ~ Althought I still love him . But lfes is short  : )its ok then : ) Hope a girl can care u more then I care u : )

Swimming day ! =]

Swimming day !! at 07/08/2011 ~ :)
With my dear Amei ,Winnie , and gan lengleng : ) Enjoyying there ! :)
Winnie always saids this : This swimming pool is mine dek !! :P haha ~ : P
Exam time still went there swim then go Kubota XD haha ~ Pro :P

Amei bakchii : P haha~

This is us  ! :) ._. I am so fat here!! Awww :C

 Today SATURDAY ! so bored! :C
Exam coming soon I think not enough time already !
But i still not that mood to study ow ! :C omg !
How ? But force myself lar :D what todo O.O ~
Hmmm , Watching tv and listening sonG, and later wanna do some revision! Argghhh ! exam exam hate it!
After exam I can't wait for 29 ! gonna say byebye to tawau! :D goin KAYKAY! wheee <3 I wish the time can come faster !! :D Oh yeah!

Wheee

Haha XD Today feel so sleepy!!
after wakeup also feel sleepy and can't open my eye !! I want diet lar! getting fatter already , O.O exam started next week , But i still not yet study ! omg!! Sooooo > <HAHA~ I feel sleepy !! tonight got tuition yeah!! Eat eat eat!! wheeee :D sate!!!! :PPP I love fooddddd!! Wuwuwuwu!! can't wait can't wait wish GanlLL dad give she go !! I wan she go ! :D

Long Time don't have share my feelings here :X

Bloggie , Long time no write my feelings here already :X

->My life had changed already : ) Want to know ?

   Nothing special , Just being single sins last few days , Almost  one week . .My lui "( HVT) want to read and see what did I write in my bloggie , But a few months I think I didn't sign in ,Because the email had verify , So today I try to verify then At last I can sign in already : ) Life just like normal , Everyday smiling to past my day , Although sometimes miss him soo much , But I better don't tell him just let he thought I already forget him .. Let it be , Let he be freedom  ,Let he happy like today , Past is past , Future let it wait me , I don't want to think , I just can't wait to go K.k with my dear friends , Aww ! I can't wait , Just smile : ) everything will be alright. :)

Hai Bloggie , We meet again :)

Today feels good : ) !! Everything had changed ^ _ ^
I wunt bad mood anymore , I will just keep smile and forget all the sad things and bad things  , I will forgive everyone like the god always forgive us ^^ Because Life's too short too hate someone , Time does not waiting for you , Just appreaciate what you have now ^^ Think positively sometimes really make you feels good and makes ur life more colourful : )

New months , New Lifes , New days ~

Lets begin the day ^^ with you smilesss everywher! :) Choose to belive and trust in God  , Your life more Beautiful and Full of great things : ) Good night then ^^

9July.

Today I feels empty and making the SILLY face in front of the mirror ><! Last night no talk phone with Him , Because I falls asleep :C I can't wait for tonight , TOmy dearest mei , I wish You won't feel scared and full with confidence , Pray for you all the BEST! :) Dear , Today I miss you alot , I feels sorry that last night ,my phone had turn on SILENT. Bloggie ,SOrry long time didn't visit you C: because I donwana shared my feelings out : P My friends all separated to their owns life already , Catherina , I miss you ! Wish I can hang out with You one day and My besties Clarice , My old classmates , Mis you . miss the silly day that we had spent a few years ago :C

I feels so EMPTY !  argh ,I don't know what to do now ><! So damn bored ! freaking BORED! :C

I think and plans all this already .

Ru guo you yi tian ni zhe de li kai wo ler , Wo hui haohao de zao gu zhe ji de, Ying wei wo keyi gan jue dao ni yi jing bu she hen ai wo ler : ) mei guan xi ..ni kai xing jiu hao : ) ai yi ge ren zui zhong yao kan dao zhe ji ai de ren gao xin , xin fu yi jinf hen man zhu ler...wo yi jing wu hua ke shuo ler ...yi wei wo bei shang hai le hao duo bai che , Hen xin ku , i will think back those sad things , I better just smile and laugh all the days , so wunt think about it :) but when i smile and laugh my heart just like a needle that cha in my heart ..I knw I am not really a good girlfriend , Not pretty then ever girl , Not good at all , Too childish , But i already try my best to hold u ,if i really can't hold ur heart , or u dont love me anymore , its okay :) I give up, I really give up ..No more couple ..Single i will be in my whole life : ) Done , Everything already settle , U happy then enough = ) tears can't fall , already Dry.......

Boy , Hold me and stand behind me .

                                              Hold me tightly , If not I will fall for others , because you dont even care me more than other.
                                     Boy , I need you to stop your time , to company me walk this road , You do ? : )


                                        When I close my eye , My tears started to fall , Boy , Where had you been , I need you , but you're gone .


                              You still care about me ? you mind that I fall for a lot of boys ? You told me that the most important that I happy =[ This mean whut ?

                                               You find me when you need me , When you don't need me you just put me left behind  , Its hurt :(

                                                                        You know ? Boy , Care me more.if not I ma gonna leave you.

Love Quotes.

Have you ever loved someone so much

That takes your breath away

You’ll do anything to get cloe to him

You would do anything to have him

Knowing you could never have him

You could feel him creepin on your skin starin at you

Giving you chills down your spine

And just see in his eyes the he craves for you

When you craved him for the longest time

But he was to blind to notice

Wishing he noticed you earlier

Never giving up

Him creeping up behide you

Craving for eachother

Sharing an exotic night together

Never stopping until were both satisfied

Then falling in love with him so much

Knowing he’ll never be with you

Knowing he could never love you

Seeing him die before yur eyes

Drowning in your tears

Feeling like your died inside

and your soul wither up and die..

 Today felt so happy ^^  I will appreaciate this ~~ forever <3 I love you ^^

^^

Today feel happy , No more stress on today ^^

Feel so relax ^^ I am worried your leg my dear , Aiyoo ..so careless one :C

Argghh , Afternoon meet MR.sleep ..Waooo , Nice sleep that I had ^^ 

Sukan sukan ! No way ~ Byeee

: )

Today study a same class with him :) Felt so excited about it hoho..but also scared he look what i am doin in the clases. And a bad things happen too my memory that had gone : ( Haihh , But its ok the important our picture still here , Because I had save the extra .. Haih , Today at school sukan so damn tired :( Hate it ..
Today just ran 100 meter at the field , wassting our time in the school just took 45 minutes then go home , aiyo , The way in the car backing felt so excited that the first thing that I wanna do is to called u and say , Hai dear I had back home ! How are you ? Arrived home Called you 4times didn't answer my phone :( after a few minutes I called again , Than you just answer and said helo with the sound like not in mood , When I head it my heart suddenly change  , no ask me is that I am okay today , Just said that you goona go bath : ) Its okay arh ~ I dont mind , Love one people dosen't need yourgood return C: In case if i really need it much :)

Dont care anymore.

Remember be a girl must open minded , Don't care about that 'he' chat with another girl bha! Don't jelousy ! Don't care don't care about that!! Don't care ..Remember what jie had told me last time , He love me , Trust him just trust him ! >< Don't care how he treat you is the important he had heart to love you stay with you its just a RIGHT way .. Don't think too much! Don't talk about that :( Forget about that , Forget about that : )He love u the most ..Remember you Stupid candy bar ><!!

Morning ^^

Today wake up with parents and went to The restaurant near

kubota that eat Those Dim Sum ~ Not really delicious ...But the

place nice..And then we went to E.p Servay bought many things

and food ..the first is myROCKY! fav :D

             Today is Happy Father's Day !! hoho~

Wish all the fathers have a healthy body and Bless you always ! :)

Then I had bought a new shoes :)!

I love this kind of shoes ~~

Then back home do homework while waiting him to reply my message : )

And then lay on table to sleep while , Bored ..Then play laptop ~ Today miss you much , without you the

time past so slow , I think you without me also nevermind one laa cuz u got gameee...right ? ~ hohoo..: (

♥ ~

有时我真的很担心你..不是担心你什么..我担
 
心你会爱上其女孩..我害怕这种感觉..我恨我

的心一直在想这种事情..我害我

  再次失去你..亲爱的啊，你的心这么软那么

容易落到其他孩..

 我很担心..我知道我不够完善..我相信你..

 你是最爱我的..

 我知道我必须给你自由..我真的感到很​​幸福，他给了我一个很


 大的熊熊^^(This is my first present in my whole life)今天是我们在一起的第363天..

我知道你爱我的，因为你给了我到今天所有的时间与我一起..我害怕，我抱你太紧..你会不喜

欢..但如果我不抱这样的你，(you will fall for another girl easily) 因此，只要按住你

的心就足够..这363天留在你的身边是我的幸福..~ 当第一天，我们在一起你已经偷走了我的

心..(you are the most who understand that what I want) 当我的心情Down , 你是一个

总是让我发笑XD..你总是让我如此疯狂..我爱你，包括你的一切..你！总让我高兴，让我爱

你多和多![i pretend that I can alive without you , But i really can't make this]

让你不kelian我..

♥ I love you not because of who you are , but because of who I am when I am with you :)  

♥ Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice for me ,But falling in love with you I had no control of that . 

♥ Even though were far apart I love you dearly with all my heart :) 

   
♥ I can't say I love you to you anymore my darling because those three words aren't enought to describe my love for you ~

~~I don't get many things right the first time. In fact, I am told that a lot. Now I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles, and falls brought me here. And where was I before the day I first saw your lovely face? Now I see it every day and I know that I am the luckiest.... I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you.~~

DEAR thanks for da bear!^^

Dear !! Thanks for the bear! I love it! 

Hoho...I think I can't sleep tonight XD

too happy le , Dear I love you! Owhh!!

I feel so so so much happy!! :P

17.06 ~

Friday ,today like usually went to school and back from school..Today I knew that I got 27In class got 40 more students ..I thought I can 10more, but it quiet difficult ..Huhu , Life like this and I donknow what For I alive >< Everyday doing the same thing repeat and repeat , Hoho .. Ouu , If I can choose I wish I am at Out country alot of activities to do ,Busy country ..So wont sit at house just playing the laptop and online ,Everyday like this Really wasting our time only ? Hmm, Today saw him at school , Muah miss you my dear , Waiting your message to reply me ,But no ,Mayb you are busy doing something or other ..You are goin to sukan right today .yaya ..I almost forgot..Today learn nothing at school >< HOHo tonight need to attend tuition class ..Kinda lazy too :( Wish this year and next year can pass ASAP! so boring ,I donwanna study , exam and school rules ..Hate..And donwan take money from parents..I want my own money That I earn myself..And I wanna be an adult so no need to study and exam! :( The day just past like this so wasting time ><

June 16

Today is Thurday going school like usually luo , And I know my result already , Kinda worst .=.= But I already Tried my best , Next time I need to add oil luo , So tired went to sukan just now , (Lompat Tinggi Just Now)
Just simply jump ..So funny many people can't jump , Me , Leong and khim today back home early , Like VIP XD just we 3 only , Because we told teacher we ada hal penting XD Today eat those food is so easy get sick those food ..Dear , I miss you here already :) You ? I believe that you are the same too ^^ Just back home , Then tidy up my house things and bedroom...Later then bath :) Hoho.

O.o

 

I know I am childish , But this is the way I am .. :) If you don't like so get out from my life.Ok.

15.06

Today is our one year annivesary^^ , I felt so happy and kinda excited :P , I dont why but ....This is reallity XD 12months together is not easy  ,So I will appreaciate this love ..Dear ,I love you ..More than I ever know , I will continue to care and love you ..and care this love , We start this love so we gonna promise we should not end this love :) Love you dear , You always bring me happiness and sweetness ..Although we hurt each other before ..But we still love each other now <3 So no matter today or yesterday My love will always the same ...Won't change for you!! I felt so proud that I had you to be my boy <3 Love You, I hope we can stay together forever ..:) You stole my heart from the first day we meet :) Please don't throw my heart away^^ And My heart just had enough space to put you in dear ^^ Muacks! :)

I created a new bloggie :)

This was my third Blog , Weird XD Because my those other blog can't sign in :( so I just created a new one :)
Today my dear help me update my laptop at school , Just now just took my laptop , Now using :) Kinda nice :D I love it , Dear , Thanks yea .. Owhh , I miss you much lerr , Long time no sms , Dear argh , I miss you ler How bout you ? :( My exam result so bad :( 3Subject was failed , Perdagangan , Maths and Sej ..But not yet finish give us the exam paper those teacher , Huhu..:( Dear today stay at school ..Because need to sukan ,I back ler , later need to do correction and Some homework :( Dear care me please :( You less care me le :( Sad A_A